the moment u was born...

from mama to my son..rayyan..

here is something for you.. RAYYAN..
mama nak adik tau semua ni
bile mama dah tkde satu hari nnt, mama nak adik tau,
how much i love and blessful to have ur PAPA with us..


This year PAPA celebrate his 1st Father's Day where the same day his celebrate his birthday with u around.. (it's on 20th June 2010, Sunday)


ma ingat lg, mase mama baru keluar labour room, nurse tolak ma kt wad, ma nmpk papa mundar-mandir kt luar tingkap.. ma senyum jer.. (ma tau pa tk sabar,excited...) :)


bile papa nmpk ma, tibe2 dlm hati
"eh? mane papa ni.."
tak smp 5minit, papa dtg blk.. dgn muka basah.. ma tanya ..


mama : "pa pergi mane? td ma nmpk pa kt luar"
papa : "amik wudhuk.." (sambil mata die pandang adik..)


ni part yg paling menyayat hati...
pa amik mase 2-3 minit utk tenung adik sebelum angkat n azan kan adik...


time tu airmata ma dah bergenang...
lepas tu pa ckp..


papa : "ma..mcm mn nak angkat ni...anak tdo...sian plak die..mesti die penat dd duduk lame dlm perut..." (hehehe..lawak la papa ni..)
mama : tk pe,pa angkat je la pelan2..


mse papa azankan adik.. airmata papa menitis...
di cium kiri kanan pipi adik berulang kali..


mama tk dpt tahan airmata mama...
mama paham perasaan papa..lame nye die tggu adik..wpun mase mama pregnant, papa tk penah tunjuk yg die excited..tp, bile die dah tgk adik, mata die tk lepas pandang...
lepas papa dah azan...papa belek2 muka adik... papa ckp..


papa : "mcm muka ma..."
mama : (senyum...tp airmata berjurai2..)


pastu mulut adik terkumat kamit...


papa : "ma, die lapar ni, tgk mulut die..sian die... lame yer syg kt dlm td...?"
mama : "meh pa.."


mse ma tgh susu kan adik.. papa duduk sebelah ma... usap2 tangan adik yg kecik tu...
tibe2..papa cium dahi ma...ma terkejut.. sekali lagi pa menitiskan airmata.. papa ckp..


papa : "terima kasih ma..."


mama dah tk leh nk ckp ape... hanya mampu :=================(
papa ckp... "jadi anak yg soleh yer syg...jgn tggl solat,rajin mengaji.."

as for now..adik dah 4 bulan...
gumoks (around 7.7kg already rite now...) +
active +
ske main air liur.. (rambut mama pun dah bnyk gugur..) +
dah pandai nk tdo lambat and mulut sgt bising...


im thankful that i have papa n YOU..

"Abah..Selamat Hari Abah!"

Abah DihatiKU..

Full name, Ahmad bin Yatim,abah dilahirkan kat Langkawi,Kedah.. tp kg ni la yg kami jarang sgt blk...sbb tok dah tk de lg.. mase abah keje dulu..kwn2 abgah panggil abah..Mat Yatim...pelik kan? tu nama atok kami lar!! saje nak ejek la tu..huhh.. kat skolah pun aku slalu kene ejek sbb nama atok yatim..menci..

Dalam family kami..abah la org paling penyabar.. mase kami kekecik, mengedu lar ape pun,lagi2 pasal kawan2 ejek ape pasal kami..mesti abah ckp.. "biarkan jer..nnt dorg dah penat dorg bhenti lah..." smp lah skang.. ingat lg abah ckp cmtu kat cucu die..ajon.. ajon ngadu.. "wan2..budak rumah depan panggil adik GEMOK!!!" seperti biase lah jwpn standard abah.. "biarkan jer..nnt dorg dah penat dorg bhenti lah..." abah2..part tu mmg tk kn berubah..

mak kate sebelum aku lahir dulu..abah garang sgt..panas baran.. abg izam penah kene campak luar tingkap sbb degil sgt kot.. yela..mse die kekecik, time abah dah nak balik jer mesti die cari pasal nk menangis.. abah balik keje tgk die nangis.. mula lar..dah la blk keje penat2.. mmg kene lah.. hehehe

semua org kate abah garang.. akak,along pun kate.. mcm tk pecaye je..yeke bah? seingat aku..aku lah org yg paling tk penah kene pukul ngn abah.. sbb aku baik ke? tk tau la plak.. tp bak kate mak.. "lily ni die pendiam sket..kalau duduk umah ngn die..basi mulut tak bcakap..duduk jer dlm bilik.." huhu... kawan2 aku yg dgr, gelak besar dorg.. "lily pendiam?? biar betul cik..?? hahahha".. hey, itu tak bmakna aku ni pretender ok.. just bile kat umah aku mmg cmtu kot.. yela..takkn kt umah nk cte gossip kat skolah ngn mak kot? hehhehe

abah pandai melukis tau.. pandai buat wau.. kekecik dulu bile musim main layang2.. org lain semua dok bli layang2 kt kedai si harun tu (harun tu india tau hehehe) tp aku abah yg buat.. gune plastik sampah yg hitam tu... wpun 1 kaler jer.. tp layang2 aku yg paling besar and terbang tinggi... wuuuuuuu~ hehhee....

time skolah lak..abah pandai melukis..abah penah lukis kan rumah kat bendang...(sawah).. cantik rumah aku tau.. bangga je g skolah bawa hasil lukisan abah.. pastu cte kt kwn2.. "ni abah kite lukis..abah kite pandai lukisssss.."

sungguh pun abah bukan lah seorang yg educated,tp aku tetap respect abah sbb die abah aku..dan satu2 nye abah aku.. penah kot mse kekecik..(mse kekecik lg...hehehe) abah balik kg, sbb tok meninggal, aku nangis sbb tdo mlm abah tkde.. padahal bukan tdo ngn abah pun..tp mcm tk biase kalau abah tkde..even mse belum kawin, kalau abah g mane2 tak balik..mesti rase sgt pelik abah tkde kt umah.. padahal kalau abah ade pun abah mesti tdo awal...huhu

part yg paling best... kami slalu ckp kat mak "siannn abah mak.."pastu mesti mak ckp.. "mak tk phm la korg ni..korg slalu sian kt abah..kat mak tak sian ke?" (jeles la pulak.. bukan nye ape.. kalau ikut time skang ni..mak lg garang kot..abah diammm jer..(mcm aku) sbb tu bile ape2 kami slalu sian kat abah dulu... "sian...abah..." hehehe...

if satu hari nnt..kalau aku perlu dulu sblum abah..adik bradik yg baca blog ni, bgtau kat abah..

"Abah, adik syg sangat kat abah.. adik tau abah pun syg kat adik..., mse nak kawin adik takut sgt, wpun dah kenal ery lame, semua family pecaya kat ery, tp adik takut adik tk dapat kasih syg ery mcm mne abah bg kat adik.. tp alhamdulillah.. ery same mcm abah..yg lain cuma die suami..abah tetap abah adik..dunia akhirat.. selama adik lahir, besar and dah kawin sampailah skang..kalau ade ape2 dosa adik kat abah..adik minta maaf dari hujung rambut smp hujung kaki..halalkan segala2nya yer abah.. wpun adik ni degil kadang2, tp ape jugak nasihat abah adik tk penah sia2 kan.. ADIK SYG ABAH.."

happy father's day abah!

Syazrah Syarifpudin Dalam Kenangan

Tribute to
Syazrah Syarifpudin

I sit around and wonder,

and watch the days go by.
I look at all the pictures,
and ask, why did you have to die?


we've been at the same school
we share laugh, gossip, story.
the whole school seems know you very well
because you are one of the famous one.


But now it's time to let you go,
your spirit now is free.
Even though you won't really be gone,
because you'll live inside of me.


So when we have to leave you
at your resting place,
I will always remember
your smiling, beautiful and pempered voice.


This is hardly a goodbye,
so I won't weep anymore,
because now you're in better place
then you ever were before.


Even though that I will miss you,
and I'll think about you everyday
you'll always be our best friend,
and that's all I have to say.


(Al fatihah)~

Messi the brightest star at start of World Cup

Every World Cup coach would like to be burdened with the problem of Lionel Messi. Messi, the superstar who, at 22, is almost certain to win his second consecutive World Player of the Year award, has never fit quite as neatly in the Argentine attack as he does with his Barcelona club team.

He has only scored 13 goals in 44 appearances for the national team while he netted 34 goals in 35 games with Barcelona. Some Argentineans have come to believe that Messi, who has lived abroad for a decade now, simply doesn’t have his heart in the game when he plays for Argentina. But more likely is that the coaches haven’t been willing to construct an attack, a short-passing offense a la Barcelona , around Messi.
That certainly won’t happen now that the coach is Diego Maradona, the greatest player in the nation’s history with an ego to match his stature. Just how dysfunctional does Argentina appear? Sportswriters wonder aloud if Maradona might not sabotage his star player rather than relinquish his singular stature in the nation’s soccer pantheon.
The truth is nobody can predict what Maradona will do because nobody seems to understand anything he has done yet. Argentineans are rightfully proud of their country’s soccer tradition. They want their team to win and to win playing the game the right way with skill and passion. They want Messi to rise to the occasion and, in the end, belong to them just as Maradona does.

"Player for player, there is no better national team than ours."

- Argentina's Lionel Messi -

Messi, the reigning FIFA World Player of the Year, has enjoyed another phenomenal year at club side Barcelona, winning the European Golden Boot with his 34 La Liga goals and also finishing as the leading scorer in the UEFA Champions League for the second successive year with a further eight.

Much is now expected of the 22-year-old in the FIFA World Cup, but Messi has shrugged that off, saying: "At this stage I don't have to prove anything. I've come there to do things well for me and for my team-mates."

The Legend - Diego Maradona

"I have seen the player who will inherit my place in Argentine football and his name is Messi.”

Happy Anniversary
Happy Birthday
Happy Father's Day.."Sayang"

when we were young and newly married,
i thought this the meaning that True Love carried:
presents of handphone, chocolate cadbury and flowers,
sharing coffee at Starbucks and Meal at Kenny Rogers..

but i have learned as our love matures
that there's more to lasting love like ours
caring for babies and sharing the flu,
remembering to say that I love you.
for we've good years behind us, and we're looking ahead.
not just taking love from marriage, but giving it instead.

Sayang,
it's nice to know, after all this time,
that you're still my special ONE..

" i love you,sayang.."

Before I Was A Mom

Before I Was A Mom
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I Was A Mom
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I Was A Mom
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.

Before I Was A Mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom

Before I Was A Mom
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body..
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy

Before I Was A Mom
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom

Awesome Mom!