saket hati!

!@#$%&*%!!!!!!

Batuk Jahat!!

malam ni kesian my dudu tak dapat tido..
baru nak lena..asyik batuk-batuk jer.. geramnye!!
'batuk batuk tak tentu pasal' please go away!

the moment u was born...

from mama to my son..rayyan..

here is something for you.. RAYYAN..
mama nak adik tau semua ni
bile mama dah tkde satu hari nnt, mama nak adik tau,
how much i love and blessful to have ur PAPA with us..


This year PAPA celebrate his 1st Father's Day where the same day his celebrate his birthday with u around.. (it's on 20th June 2010, Sunday)


ma ingat lg, mase mama baru keluar labour room, nurse tolak ma kt wad, ma nmpk papa mundar-mandir kt luar tingkap.. ma senyum jer.. (ma tau pa tk sabar,excited...) :)


bile papa nmpk ma, tibe2 dlm hati
"eh? mane papa ni.."
tak smp 5minit, papa dtg blk.. dgn muka basah.. ma tanya ..


mama : "pa pergi mane? td ma nmpk pa kt luar"
papa : "amik wudhuk.." (sambil mata die pandang adik..)


ni part yg paling menyayat hati...
pa amik mase 2-3 minit utk tenung adik sebelum angkat n azan kan adik...


time tu airmata ma dah bergenang...
lepas tu pa ckp..


papa : "ma..mcm mn nak angkat ni...anak tdo...sian plak die..mesti die penat dd duduk lame dlm perut..." (hehehe..lawak la papa ni..)
mama : tk pe,pa angkat je la pelan2..


mse papa azankan adik.. airmata papa menitis...
di cium kiri kanan pipi adik berulang kali..


mama tk dpt tahan airmata mama...
mama paham perasaan papa..lame nye die tggu adik..wpun mase mama pregnant, papa tk penah tunjuk yg die excited..tp, bile die dah tgk adik, mata die tk lepas pandang...
lepas papa dah azan...papa belek2 muka adik... papa ckp..


papa : "mcm muka ma..."
mama : (senyum...tp airmata berjurai2..)


pastu mulut adik terkumat kamit...


papa : "ma, die lapar ni, tgk mulut die..sian die... lame yer syg kt dlm td...?"
mama : "meh pa.."


mse ma tgh susu kan adik.. papa duduk sebelah ma... usap2 tangan adik yg kecik tu...
tibe2..papa cium dahi ma...ma terkejut.. sekali lagi pa menitiskan airmata.. papa ckp..


papa : "terima kasih ma..."


mama dah tk leh nk ckp ape... hanya mampu :=================(
papa ckp... "jadi anak yg soleh yer syg...jgn tggl solat,rajin mengaji.."

as for now..adik dah 4 bulan...
gumoks (around 7.7kg already rite now...) +
active +
ske main air liur.. (rambut mama pun dah bnyk gugur..) +
dah pandai nk tdo lambat and mulut sgt bising...


im thankful that i have papa n YOU..

"Abah..Selamat Hari Abah!"

Abah DihatiKU..

Full name, Ahmad bin Yatim,abah dilahirkan kat Langkawi,Kedah.. tp kg ni la yg kami jarang sgt blk...sbb tok dah tk de lg.. mase abah keje dulu..kwn2 abgah panggil abah..Mat Yatim...pelik kan? tu nama atok kami lar!! saje nak ejek la tu..huhh.. kat skolah pun aku slalu kene ejek sbb nama atok yatim..menci..

Dalam family kami..abah la org paling penyabar.. mase kami kekecik, mengedu lar ape pun,lagi2 pasal kawan2 ejek ape pasal kami..mesti abah ckp.. "biarkan jer..nnt dorg dah penat dorg bhenti lah..." smp lah skang.. ingat lg abah ckp cmtu kat cucu die..ajon.. ajon ngadu.. "wan2..budak rumah depan panggil adik GEMOK!!!" seperti biase lah jwpn standard abah.. "biarkan jer..nnt dorg dah penat dorg bhenti lah..." abah2..part tu mmg tk kn berubah..

mak kate sebelum aku lahir dulu..abah garang sgt..panas baran.. abg izam penah kene campak luar tingkap sbb degil sgt kot.. yela..mse die kekecik, time abah dah nak balik jer mesti die cari pasal nk menangis.. abah balik keje tgk die nangis.. mula lar..dah la blk keje penat2.. mmg kene lah.. hehehe

semua org kate abah garang.. akak,along pun kate.. mcm tk pecaye je..yeke bah? seingat aku..aku lah org yg paling tk penah kene pukul ngn abah.. sbb aku baik ke? tk tau la plak.. tp bak kate mak.. "lily ni die pendiam sket..kalau duduk umah ngn die..basi mulut tak bcakap..duduk jer dlm bilik.." huhu... kawan2 aku yg dgr, gelak besar dorg.. "lily pendiam?? biar betul cik..?? hahahha".. hey, itu tak bmakna aku ni pretender ok.. just bile kat umah aku mmg cmtu kot.. yela..takkn kt umah nk cte gossip kat skolah ngn mak kot? hehhehe

abah pandai melukis tau.. pandai buat wau.. kekecik dulu bile musim main layang2.. org lain semua dok bli layang2 kt kedai si harun tu (harun tu india tau hehehe) tp aku abah yg buat.. gune plastik sampah yg hitam tu... wpun 1 kaler jer.. tp layang2 aku yg paling besar and terbang tinggi... wuuuuuuu~ hehhee....

time skolah lak..abah pandai melukis..abah penah lukis kan rumah kat bendang...(sawah).. cantik rumah aku tau.. bangga je g skolah bawa hasil lukisan abah.. pastu cte kt kwn2.. "ni abah kite lukis..abah kite pandai lukisssss.."

sungguh pun abah bukan lah seorang yg educated,tp aku tetap respect abah sbb die abah aku..dan satu2 nye abah aku.. penah kot mse kekecik..(mse kekecik lg...hehehe) abah balik kg, sbb tok meninggal, aku nangis sbb tdo mlm abah tkde.. padahal bukan tdo ngn abah pun..tp mcm tk biase kalau abah tkde..even mse belum kawin, kalau abah g mane2 tak balik..mesti rase sgt pelik abah tkde kt umah.. padahal kalau abah ade pun abah mesti tdo awal...huhu

part yg paling best... kami slalu ckp kat mak "siannn abah mak.."pastu mesti mak ckp.. "mak tk phm la korg ni..korg slalu sian kt abah..kat mak tak sian ke?" (jeles la pulak.. bukan nye ape.. kalau ikut time skang ni..mak lg garang kot..abah diammm jer..(mcm aku) sbb tu bile ape2 kami slalu sian kat abah dulu... "sian...abah..." hehehe...

if satu hari nnt..kalau aku perlu dulu sblum abah..adik bradik yg baca blog ni, bgtau kat abah..

"Abah, adik syg sangat kat abah.. adik tau abah pun syg kat adik..., mse nak kawin adik takut sgt, wpun dah kenal ery lame, semua family pecaya kat ery, tp adik takut adik tk dapat kasih syg ery mcm mne abah bg kat adik.. tp alhamdulillah.. ery same mcm abah..yg lain cuma die suami..abah tetap abah adik..dunia akhirat.. selama adik lahir, besar and dah kawin sampailah skang..kalau ade ape2 dosa adik kat abah..adik minta maaf dari hujung rambut smp hujung kaki..halalkan segala2nya yer abah.. wpun adik ni degil kadang2, tp ape jugak nasihat abah adik tk penah sia2 kan.. ADIK SYG ABAH.."

happy father's day abah!

Syazrah Syarifpudin Dalam Kenangan

Tribute to
Syazrah Syarifpudin

I sit around and wonder,

and watch the days go by.
I look at all the pictures,
and ask, why did you have to die?


we've been at the same school
we share laugh, gossip, story.
the whole school seems know you very well
because you are one of the famous one.


But now it's time to let you go,
your spirit now is free.
Even though you won't really be gone,
because you'll live inside of me.


So when we have to leave you
at your resting place,
I will always remember
your smiling, beautiful and pempered voice.


This is hardly a goodbye,
so I won't weep anymore,
because now you're in better place
then you ever were before.


Even though that I will miss you,
and I'll think about you everyday
you'll always be our best friend,
and that's all I have to say.


(Al fatihah)~