Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Ayah Chaq in memories....Al-Fatihah


he's my husband elder uncle.... 
dont ask me why that i have that deep sad feeling inside me...

As Salam Ayah.....
I know we're in the different world now
But i have something to tell, if Allah will.. u'll listen

When I close my eyes, I think of you
And now I know your up there in the sky
That’s why its so blue
But you should know that if I cry
Its because I love you

We all know that you are gone
But really your just being born
Because from here to thereon
You are being recreated in heaven
I promise they will take good care of you and
I will have it be known of what I’ve sworn
Because I love you

The angels will take care of you
But you will take care of him, her, and me
As you watch our daily lives and help us through
That’s just how it will be
And we will always be thinking about you
Because we love you

You’re not just a memory
You’re a spirit inside all of us
So vibrantly alive
And you will continue to thrive
Until we meet again in that place that seems so distant
But I know its existent
Because God loves us

You fought your fight
You won your battles
But this time God has other plans to make it all right
So just follow that bright light
And it will all be okay because
You are just saving us a seat
Because you love us

p/s: Even if someone may ask me why that i sad so much... u're not my grandpa, not my dad, not even my biology uncle.. There's only one reason i could ever say..i feel they way u loves us, the whole family,  and i know u love me, Ery and the kids too... i married Ery, means i married to the whole family... plus that, i never had a love from a grandfather...  I am so blessedful to have such wonderful beautiful family ipaq here... :==================(

You've successfully raised ur children, grandchildren..with education, religion, and full of love... i'm impressed to see that.. and i bet u gonna have wonderful greatgrandchildren too...  i love u as much as i love Abah... i couldnt imagine going back to Kedah next year for Hari Raya.. sure it wont be the same as we celebrate together for the past few years.. May Allah be with you Ayahh....My doa always be with you...  Al-Fatihah ~